I
was twenty-three and had recently been diagnosed with a condition which
affected me in some ways that were very impacting. It turns out that I
wasn’t A-sexual after all. It seems that my condition was directly affecting my
sex drive and issues with weight and regularity of periods. It was hormonal.
After I was put on medication to mediate the problem, I literally shed over
twenty pounds in no time.
I
always yo-yo’d with my weight over the years but I believe it to be partly due
to my condition and partly due to poor diet. Once I shed all that weight and
began realizing what “skinny” meant, I was doing anything and everything in my
power to maintain that. I started working out heavily, starving, purging and
restricting. In elementary school, while all the kids would eat lunch, I wouldn’t.
I starting doing the same thing and being “ano” was THE thing and it worked
like a charm.
Anyway,
my girlfriend and I had decided to take a trip abroad together. When we got to
our destination, it was all sun, drinks and bikinis. Needless to say we were very
attractive, thin and ready to have a good time. I had always partied hard
before with alcohol but this time was different. This time, men were all over
me like white on rice; left right and center. I couldn’t push them off of me
fast enough. I was like a testosterone magnet and I was fucking loving it. It
was the first time that I ever had man after man after man hitting on me. It
was wonderful and it was defied all logic.
Over
the years, it never once dawned on me that I was never really truly hit on
consistently. I had a few guys show interest in me and when I was partying I
was always around guys but seldom were they sexually showing any interest. It
was the first time I had realized what being “thin” and “beautiful” meant in
this world. Everything in this world is about sex, except for sex. It’s about POWER.
On
our trip, I immediately fell for a “love at first sight”, “head over heels”
situation when I saw a local that I was incredibly hot for. It had never really
occurred to me before that I was never really about animal attraction but I was
now. I felt sexual intensity. I was horny and I needed to fuck this man. Apparently
he felt it too because as soon as our eyes locked in the middle of the day, it
continued on into the night at a night club where he stuck his hands up my
skirt and fondled my pussy with his bare hands whilst I wore no panties. The
next day, we met in the sauna on site and he fucked my brains out in the day
time heat of the sun and spa. There it was, I had finally fucked someone new.
After six years of fucking the same man, I had turned over a new leaf.
I
can’t remember now if I already knew or not (I think I did but clearly didn’t
care as usual) but his wife was there visiting him while he fucked me. She was
probably sitting at the pool while he banged me too.
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